Reflection Much?

As I take a look at people's pictures...
I take a reflection upon my own life...
Moving a lot lets me go to a few more schools than most people,
but I can never really hold on to friends...

Friends to grow up with.
A few friends you know you can always turn to.
That home you could go to anytime you wanted.

But no.
I couldn't have that life.
But the life I have is alright.
I know a lot of people.

It helps social encounters with random people.
Yeah... I like my life...

But...still...
I'd like to know what my life would be like if I was never classified gifted..
If I never moved.
If my parents never divorced...

At the most random times I think about these things...
It's so weird.. so... saddening...
Like I said to Karen... Thinking in a sad way...
Just must be my consequence for being happy all the time.

Oh well...
I can't change time...

Time must take it's rough course.