Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Life crumbles.

Seems that life just doesn't work out for me...
Music's really the only thing I enjoy.
But all these other subjects for high school...
I just need the basics riight?
=/
I know I'm lazy.. Gosh.
But really, do I need to know trig ratios, the velocity of something, or the hypoteneuse theorum if I want to be something musical?
Parents say yes. I'll need to know [insert useless lesson here] if I become a(n) [insert random job here].
The question I ask is, am I ever going to be in that job in the future?

I don't think so, they just get out of it by saying I'm lazy.
Which I already know.
Now, next year I'm living with my mom.
The workaholic she is, I'll never have any fun.

And another thing that just doesn't work out for me is love.
Damn girl. I loved her, and I thought she liked me at least.
Then I get news that after we hung out at Eaton's Centre...
She found me annoying, and that whenever I spoke to her on MSN...
That she'd close the window with an angry sigh.

Hmph..
I have really small happy moments.
But, gahd... I just... hate life.

Ugh, so friggin' gay.
I know later tonight, I'm going to recieve some stupid lecture..
Hmph.. Should've just lied like I always do.
Not like he'd know.
Whatever. Life is just stupid.
We're all going to die later anyways.
Why live at all.

For temporary joys?
To be the victim of someone?
Be the loser to some other successful person?
That's just stupid.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

We learn these things because it helps us with exercising the brain muscles so later on when we grow old we won't develop alzheimer's. And some people will need to know these things to succeed in whatever business they want to partake in. Y'know architecture, research scientist, all that stuff. Even a race car driver =).
Yeah and all this brain... things help you retain things faster and longer.

aelex said...

sure everyone dies.. but it's what we do when we're alive that matters.

i read that somewhere. and though you may not think the things you do matter, or that your life matters, trust me, it does. ohhh it so does matter.